can you just get married, PLEASE?!

t______t


KookRi<3


YeChun<3


They're even starting to look alike in my eyes... *_* As they say, couples start to look like each other as time goes on.

I know I'm just dreaming a delusional fantasy here... But a girl can dream, right?
And I won't give up on the niggling of hope I have for KookRi! (theylooksogoodtogethertheylooksogoodtogether) <3 <3 <3

...CL! *_* <3
I'm actually SUCH a fangirl of CL. Girlcrush! So much charisma and stage presence; it's hard to believe we're the same age.

She can be the baddest of the bad, and the cutest of the cute. lol.

Badass CL!:


Adorable CL!:
(second from right)
From their latest Baskin Robbins 31 CF. Gifs were taken from white star at Wordpress.com.


Despite all the pink and whatnot, i don't think it ruined her "baddest female" image at all. :) This just shows the girlier side of her, which is a nice change from badass once in a while.

CL! :) <3
Go 2NE1, go!

So. I normally disdain boy-groups.
It's either that, or I pick out a favorite from the group and don't care about any of the others.

UNTIL 2PM. Well, Jay's still my fav, but i love them all. :)

and now... now Jay's gone. for a bit, for a while, for who knows how long, but i refuse to believe 'forever' (haha, reminds me of jokwon).

and here come the slew of boy-groups trying to fill in that space. obviously they didn't want to lose this opportunity.
So. Although i still don't like any of them much, this dude in MBLAQ stood out: 

  can't you tell? he looks like Jay (although his eyes are slightly different - and his face also holds some of 김종국 and 박정민 and 조권). And he kinda acts like Jay. 



similar smirk and 눈웃음 (although in this case, coughJay'seyesareprettiercough). 


abs of the team (and dance background, albeit different style/genres)


upturned smile. 


again, similar mouth structure. 


Jay. He looks like you. What do we do? 
Jay. 2PM has to fight harder now (though MBLAQ and B2ST and maybe U-KISS can fight it out with each other IMO). 
Jay. We miss you. Come back to us? 


Despite the similarities... Jay will remain #1. To me. :) 
<3 x 234092467103894239572349802 XD 
and i suppose i'll see what MBLAQ's up to from time to time, seeing as how Bi hand-picked them. 

Why do I like the secondary and/or unlikely-to-happen anime couples most of the time?

It... it's so discouraging. ;3;

For example:
My OTP, RenjixRukia. I will... seriously cry if it becomes IchiRuki in the end.

IchigoxOrihime.
IshidaxNemu.
GinxRangiku.
ByakuyaxHisana.
KaienxMiyako.
CloudxAeris.
GokuderaxHaru.
SasukexSakura.
NarutoxHinata.
HikaruxHaruhi.
HarukaxMale!Seiya (this is... nearing crack XDXD)
SenaxSuzuna.
KoutarouxJulie.
PainexBaralai.
SubaruxAkane.
ButtercupxButch. (LOL, KILL ME NOW XDXD)
SetoxShizuka.
........... and so on so forth. i can't remember any more, but i'm sure there's tons.
ugh.

There's such a lack of fanfics on these couples. ;3;

Today was an absolute failure. Wow.
I was depending so much on the time before exams to study for bio, but our exams were pushed up 15-20 minutes for the cleanup that was necessary at the end of the day (school under construction). And then i ran out of time while finishing up my recording for music, and didn't get to study bio at all.
which i hardly got to look at the night before because of stupid english that took the last two days to study for (and yet i don't feel like i did all that well).

so i bs-ed a bunch of short and long answer questions on the back... I knew photosynthesis and evolution and the endocrine system would come to bite me in the ass, and OH THEY SURE DID. gah.

by the end, i was calculating which questions i would get marks docked, and came up with the conclusion that it would be a miracle if i passed the exam with over an 85%. which is A LOT lower than my actual current grade in bio. WHICH MEANS MY BIO GRADE MAY POSSIBLY DROP BELOW A 90% AVERAGE.

WHICH IS UNACCEPTABLE! UNACCEPTABLEEEEE!!!
well, it is my fault. <_<

gah, exams.
gah, studying.
gah, school.
gah, graduation.
gah, english.
gah, bio.
gah, TIME.


gah, tomorrow.. <_<;

AND MY LIFE IS OVER.


... just kidding.
Technically, it's just starting. But I want to stay this age... for a while yet. >: Why oh why must time pass me byyyyyyyyyyy

i had something to say.... but it flew out of my mind.

김현중... cut his hair! And for the first time since his debut, it's actually short! :D:D

It looks 1290471029501298340175019283 times better. <3
I think the haircut made me like him again (before I was just 'meh'). lol.



역시 남자는 짧은머리가 잘어울려. X)

I've finally started to make my own icons now, and this post is to credit my sources.
So far I've used the textures and brushes of these lovely people:

urbanstrokes
mioyani
lifeisdolce
chaoticfae
piemin
samuraiblues

the more i see Marco, the more i... don't like him.
손담비 is way too nice for putting up with his selfish attitude. <_<; if i were made his wife, even a fake wife, i would not be able to live with him. aside from that couple, we got married is getting boring, even for me... but long live 개미부부! XD i demand that they get married for real! Hurhur.

... SO exciting. *_*
i've actually never been this excited for the olympics before. when i was younger, i didn't even know a summer olympics existed (shows how cluelessly ignorant i was D: )...
so proud of Han Geng when he carried the torch as the main torch bearer for Beijing. XD i didn't get to watch it on TV, but i did catch it on Youtube. awesome-possum.

and i must say... i am also proud of 박태환 for being the young fish that he is. Korea's never gotten gold in swimming before (i don't think... or at least, not in the recent previous years), and he's only '89. :D:D good luck to him in the 200m Men's Freestyle Finals. should i be greedy as to wish for another gold? XD;;;;


omg i wanna learn archery.
and kung fu.
or any martial arts.


and i need to get off my ass and start deciding/looking into universities. i'm so slow T_T i don't have the self confidence to consider going into art anymore =T
plus i have no portfolio, nor did i start on one. <_<; why couldn't i have been a prodigy or genius at music so i can just... do it? U_U; always trying to take the easy way... hmm, bad habit. but honestly, what would i do if i studied music? o_O; i admit, the prospect of a singer sounds exciting, but the chances are so slim.

one of the best quotes ever. :)

Yesterday is history.
Tomorrow is a mystery,
and today is a gift.
That's why they're called "presents".

I have decided I have resolved
To wait upon You Lord
My Rock and Redeemer shield and reward
I'll wait upon You Lord

As surely as the sun will rise
You'll come to us
Certain as the dawn appears

You'll come let Your glory fall
As You respond to us
Spirit rain flood into our thirsty hearts again
You'll come You'll come

We are not shaken we are not moved
We wait upon You Lord
Mighty deliverer triumph and truth
We wait upon You Lord

As surely as the sun will rise
You'll come to us
Certain as Your word endures

You'll come let Your glory fall
As You respond to us
Spirit rain flood into our thirsty hearts again
You'll come You'll come

Chainss be broken lives be healed
Eyes be opened Christ is revealed

...

i'm hooked on the song ATM.

i just had to mention to my dear little livejournal that i should go to sleep early from now on :D;;;;


school is over. go to bed early. it's okay to get sleep.
i think i was born to be some kind of night animal. o_O;
like a bat?

a vampire. >D lol. Edward Cullen's kind. XDXDXD;;;;

i'm posting again so that i can put up a different mood from the other entry XD

yay, exams are finally over :D finished on tuesday the 24th. school ran so late >: i have less summer now. not that i liked summer much to begin with (the weather), but i do value free time D:


when i have free time, i feel more rushed o_O; but when i'm busy, i always take time off to do my own thing. dur.


anyway. i shall feel "accomplished" XD

멀리서 멀리서 멀리서 그대가 오네요
이 떨리는 마음을 어떻게 말해야 하나요
그댄.. 처음부터 나의 마음을 빼앗고
나을 수 없는 병을 내게 주었죠
화분이 될래요 나는 늘 기도하죠

난 그대 작은 창가에 화분이 될께요
아무 말 못해도 바랄 수 없어도
가끔 그대의 미소와 손길을 받으며
잠든 그대 얼굴 한 없이 볼 수 있겠죠 

멀리도 멀리도 멀리도 그대가 가네요
떨어지는 눈물을 어떻게 달래야 하나요
그댄..처음부터 나의 마음을 가졌고
나을 수 없는 병을 앓게 한 거죠
화분이 되고픈 나는 늘 기도하죠

난 그대 작은 창가에 화분이 될께요
아무 말 못해도 바랄 수 없어도
가끔 그대의 미소와 손길을 받으며
잠든 그대의 얼굴 한 없이 볼 수 있겠죠


난 그대 작은 창가에 화분이 될께요
아무 말 못해도 바랄 수 없어도
가끔 그대의 미소와 손길을 받으며
잠든 그대 얼굴 한 없이 바라 볼 테죠
난 그대 작은 창가에 화분이 될께요
아무 말 못해도 바랄 수 없어도
가끔 그대의 미소와 손길을 받으며
잠든 그대 얼굴 한 없이 바라 볼 테죠

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Alex's voice is so soothing *3* his new album is awesome-possum. at first i thought all his songs sounded super similar (they ARE similar, but not as i had thought), but as i listened to each one closely, they became very distinct.
my fav: "데이지 (Daisy)"
it sounds like a mix of Alex (not exactly clazziquai), Loveholic, and Nell. the lyrics are not as emo as the song sounds, but it has a nice melancholic touch :D:D

anyhow, the lyrics above are from '화분', the song by Loveholic that Alex did a cover of.

hmm... 알렉스..Alex.. i use the English name instead of the korean version (which is based off of his english name anyway), but somehow the korean name fits better. ... ... <_<;


ahh, shouldn't be doing this.. need to finish bio lab write-up >3<
i really want to draw. CG. something. anything. ack, i think i'm in an art block.. been going for awhile, then. can't draw much of anything as of late. D:
hope steph has more luck than i do with it -_-;
ericks.. i felt like mentioning your name. i dunno why, it just came up. XDXD

<3

has been crazy :D
and i'm glad i got all my stuff done (bio dissection & lab exam, french oral exam)


and there're so many good singles and albums from my fav artists... i guess it's finally time to stop being lazy and recharge my iPod XD (in like... two months. i wonder how i survived without music for that long... oh yeah, i sleep on the bus)

YUI!
UVERworld!
Alex! (ClaZziQuai)

.. itunes. T_T takes so long to load. i don't know why it's so hard for me to just reach down to the back of my computer and plug it in, but it IS. O_O;;;;;


--
HAHA GUESS WHAT. I GOT ANOTHER HAIRCUT.
and it's a totally different hairstyle, but people (besides the ones who know me really well) don't seem to notice. XD LOL. anyway.

SUCKERS (to church peeps)! Sorry, can't seem to let it grow out. D:

can't.... wait...
so i downloaded all the radio rips i could find and then picked the loudest one with highest quality XD



SO EXCITED.
this boosted my mood, even though it's 2:20 am and i'm still not done my summative which is due in a few hours. >_<
YUI<3

IT'S JUNE. JUNE.
JUNE.
HALF THE YEAR.. IS GONEEEEEEE D:
Peter Pan Complex is kicking in again... >_<



lol, my mood has only been shown as anything happy ONCE. XD how emo.
so just to break that, i'm gonna put a happy mood, regardless of the fact that i'm not happy ATM. :D:D:D
..;;;

Haven't posted anything in a while XD 

So. First things first. 
I MUST thank Steph for buying me that Renruki poster, and fetching some prints by Mou-S for me ;3; ILU. I shall try to finish Gokudera ASAP. Till then, I hope Itachi is filling in for him.. <_< >_>
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soooooooooooooo.............. well, if i say i have 'so much work to do', then peeps in uni or above will argue that highschoolers have 'nothing', so i'm just gonna keep my mouth shut. 

but it's still stressful. <_<; it's all french and music, i say. hard stuffs. 


acne breakout?!?! lol. i sleep too late and don't drink enough water (not even a cup a day... how bad is THAT) D: 
hmm. i'm gonna put my mood as 'stressed', just like Goku looks in my icon. XD!